The Sanctum Complex
Welcome to the blog for the somewhat dysfunctional family that is The Sanctum Complex. We're a system of howmanymembersagain, and this is our blog.
9/3/2022 0 Comments To blogspot we goTentatively posting this link to what will become our new blog. Hopefully we'll be more active there, but who knows. I'll try to set up more categories and some subsites with information and stuff. It's a work in progress, but it's still good enough to start using already. So press fancy bancy button below! I'll post this to our discord when it's more complete, I think...
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8/3/2022 0 Comments MovingYes, hello, we'll most likely be switching domains in the future. Or at least which site we decide to blog through. We've been looking around a little, but it's likely that we'll switch to Google's more or less built-in blog tool. We'll write another post here when that blog is done.
The app/mobile site for Weebly is quite bleh, so that's mostly why we're switching over. Anyway, this isn't meant to be any sort of rant, so we'll end this blog here. Chiao! 23/11/2021 0 Comments To switch or not to switchTaru speaking. I don’t exactly plan these blogs, I just sit down and I write to my heart’s content. Anyway, for this one I thought about writing an update on what’s going on within the system. Might turn into something longer, or I might keep it short and spare the details. Either way-- I remember in a previous blog post, I updated about the current amount of members in the system. Of course, it’s been a year since then and a lot has happened. I won’t actually go into detail, but we’re around 30 on today’s date. It’s currently five people at front, including me, and they seem to be kind enough to be silent while I’m writing this. (As I say that I hear one of them chuckle at me. Be quiet, Lucifer, I’m writing here)
That comment is usually reserved for me *snigger* -S Okay, be quiet, all of you, I’m losing focus -T So rude -🍀 I am going to murder someone -T MOVING ON, I’m supposed to write something coherent here, ahem. As I said, we’ve reached ~30, but I’ll save the update on what’s happened and who’s here for a later blog. In this one, I’ll be focusing a little bit on myself, tbh. So I’ve been frontstuck since this system first came into existence. It was never an issue before, because I was coping rather alright with the things happening in outside life. Sure, it was a bit exhausting at times, but I was still doing okay. Nowadays, however, I’ve been wanting to switch out. I mean fully switch out to the point where I in no amount whatsoever feel connected or associated with the meatsack. I’m quite done with not being able to take any actual break and just walk out of front. It’s seriously tedious. How do singlets do this all on their own??? Anyway, I’ve been trying to practice dissociating and swithy witchy exercises. They seem to be working to a degree, but some days I just don’t have any hopes at all on being able to switch out... But at least I’m trying, right? If you’re open to my opinion, I think you’re doing very well -S Thank you, although I’m not sure if that...compliment?...is working currently, as I’m... Well, you know. Either way, I’ve been trying to take some small actions that will hopefully help with the dissociation aspect of things. Such as this phone I’m using to write this blog post; it’s our phone and not just my phone. It’s our roommate and not my roommate. It’s our parents, it’s our bed, our cats, our computer, etc etc etc. I’m hoping that these small things will help in making me less attached to the things here in meatspace so it’ll be easier to just leave front without feeling like I’m gonna miss out or something. Maybe it’ll help if I create some attachments in mindspace too, so I have something to really look forward to. We’ll see. Also, to further dissociate from this phone, we’ll collectively make efforts to depersonalize it. Instead of all of my accounts being the most active/used ones, we’ll switch to our system accounts on as many places as possible. I imagine this might be difficult, to some degree, since it seems that I’m personally rather attached to some of the accounts I’m using. However, I think this will be a good thing. Seeing as this is an attachment thing, if we make sure to switch accounts to the system accounts, it’ll be less personal for me, and I won’t have as much of an attachment to things. All leading to an easier time dissociating and switching out. Right, so this post is quite long already, and we have some things we need to get done together (all things considered), so I better round things up and bloop away from weebly. With that said, peace out from Taru, and I’ll be back soon again to give more updates! ✌️ 23/11/2021 0 Comments Site updatesWell, it's been a few hours and I just updated the theme of the site. It looks very different now, and focuses on this blog part instead of other pages. So I'm not entirely sure what to think about that, but it works out alright. Might just be that I have to get used to it, which I will, unless I decide to change it again.
Uhhh, yeah, I guess I could just list the things I've done. I deleted all of the pages except for about us and this blog. I updated the theme, as is visible, and I started rewriting/revamping the information contained in the about page. I'm kind of at a standstill on what to write in it, but I suppose there's no rush with it, really. After all, no one really knows about this site anyway, lmao. Maybe we should start sharing it with people? Either way, I'll come back here at some point to give more updates or maybe just write the thoughts out. I'll have to keep it non-personal sdagfds, or would it be acceptable to just write about myself and my worries? Maybe we should talk about that together as a system... So yeah, this has been Taru updating about what I've done with the site, but I'll most likely be back quite soon to give a very different update that has to do with the system. Since, obviously, a lot have changed since I last posted anything on this blog. But as I said, that's for later. For now, I'll be signing off I guess, and I should probably drag this meatsack into bed. Chiao! 23/11/2021 0 Comments It's been a whileI just found my way back here, and I thought I would give a bit of an update. Not a system update, I'll save that for later, but a site update. Since I have some plans and ideas, it seems appropriate. I'll start with updating the theme of the site, remove some pages, and give things a new and fresh look. I don't want to abandon this place, because I'll actually have a use of this blog in the future. We all will. After all, this is where we can collectively update about our life together and things that are happening around us. In case it wasn't clear, this is Taru speaking. Anyway, I uuhh think that's actually it. I'll go ahead and make all of those updates now, and I might make a new blog in a few hours where I list all of the updates.
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